It’s a long time I didn’t write a journal .Professor Pabley used to asked us record our lives every day,but you see I’ve lost that “group ”. Life could be happy if we choose to look at the positives part,but the capability to drive us making such choices subconsciously is really difficult to acquire.Sometimes I’d rather call it a gift . What am I supposed to do if my brain was born with negative [笑哭] We can train our behaviors and change the patterns of our thinking but I don’t think we can change the structure of our brains. That is my mind set [笑哭] So I always try to approach optimistic people just like a cold rock baking in a warm sun.Then its temperature can be maintained until night. Sometimes the attraction turns to a temptation.We’re seeking sth is not existing.We fall in love by fake feelings,pursuing virtual happiness with a cost of pain.We mythologize some one or something,we treat them as beliefs but they’re not,they’re just our imaginations. I smiled,but is that a real happiness? Actually it is a chain holding me back from it. Take care of yourself Jessie [可爱] See you later [爱心] >>阅读更多